"I want to be someone who believes..."

July 13, 2003 : 12:26 pm
Now Playing: Paul Simon - Diamonds on the Soles of her Shoes
Porn Title of the Day:
I found an mp3 that i downloaded a while ago and never listened to...it was supposed to be a rare live performance of Mr. Jones with Sheryl Crow....well I'm listening to it now and she's not in it, but it's still painfully beautiful and grabs at my guts in every way possible.

Last night i went out with Haley and one of her friends, and I realized something. I talk a lot. Like, a LOT a lot. Well, actually, I'm quiet quite a bit, but when I'm not, I talk like nothing on earth. I actually began to irritate myself after a while. Man. What happened to me? Sometimes I feel like my brain is deteriorating now that I'm not in school anymore. I suppose it's possible. Can a person get dumber? It's all relative, I guess.

My parents finally noticed my tattoo last night...well my dad did, which is amazing because he didn't even notice that I dyed my hair black. Anyway, they didn't freak out, even mildly, so that's good. Also, my mother woke me up this morning and ASKED me if I wanted to go to church instead of telling me I was going. Amazing. Needless to say, i did go anyway. Silent, creeping guilt is a very, very powerful force in my family.

Speaking of all the terrible things I do to myself, here's pictures!


Rowwwwwrrr....bahaha.

While i'm at it with the camera and all, here's my cat, referred to only as "the kitten". she hates having her picture taken, as you can tell. yeah right.

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